Chapter 72: Chapter 72: Even In Death, I Want Boobies
(Caution: Hot kissing scene ahead.)
1st POV: Nero Walker
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Uh... where the hell am I?
It’s basically pure darkness everywhere, it’s like someone just hit the ultimate off switch on existence itself.
And it’s not your typical "lights out" kind of dark either. This was that deep, suffocating darkness that makes you question if light was ever even a real thing to begin with.
I tried moving but... yeah, nothing happened. No arms, no legs, no body at all. Just me - well, my consciousness I guess - floating around in this endless void like some lost soul.
... What the fuck even happened to me?
Alright, time to connect the dots here of what actually happened.
So, there’s us invading the camp... Vincent morphing into that disgusting blob monster.... Fighting alongside those six women who’d just broken free from mind control.
And then...
Aurelia.
... My angel was in serious trouble. Wrapped up in those nasty shadow chains, bleeding from wounds that just wouldn’t heal no matter what.
And then that crazy woman - Vex’ahlia - standing over her with some kind of cursed weapon aimed right at Aurelia’s heart.
The attack was giving off such intense "I’m about to murder everything" vibes that even from where I was standing, I could practically feel death itself creeping closer.
And then, naturally, my dumb ass went full hero mode. Burned through what little mana I had left, ran faster than I’d ever run in my life.
... And then threw myself right between that cursed blade and the one person who actually meant something to me.
That dark energy then tore through my chest, completely obliterating my heart.
And after that... ah.
Oh...
... So I actually died, huh?
"..."
I know it’s a weird thing to process, but... it is what it is, I guess?
I mean... I would’ve shrugged if I still had shoulders to shrug with that is.
Well, "looking" around at all this darkness, I’m actually wondering if this is supposed to be the afterlife.
Did I make it to heaven? Hell?
... Or maybe all that afterlife stuff was just bullshit and this is actually it? Just a lonesome consciousness floating in this empty void...
Though, I guess time doesn’t even mean anything here.
Heck, it could’ve been minutes or centuries for all I know.
Or maybe I’m just stuck as floating consciousness for now, waiting for... someone to come collect me.
I dunno to be honest.
Sigh.
It really sucks, but whatever happens, happens at this point. I’m kinda sure I’m dead anyways.
But with that being said, I wonder... is Aurelia okay?
I mean since I managed to body-block that special DEATH attack, she should’ve been able to fight back and get out of there, right?
Though that Vex’ahlia chick was insanely powerful though, way stronger than anything we’d dealt with before.
I’m really hoping my angel managed to escape safely.
Though I keep thinking about that look of pure shock on her face right before everything went black. The way her golden eyes went wide when she saw me collapse.
God, I hope she didn’t do something stupid trying to avenge me or whatever.
"..."
But thinking about how Aurelia’s always been so composed and level-headed, that actually makes me feel a bit better. She’s naturally stoic, rational and logical, not the type to let emotions mess with her judgment.
... I also remember that casual conversation we had during one of our training sessions. When I made her promise that if I ever died first, she should just forget about me and escape instead of trying to get revenge.
Her face got so serious when I said that. She flat-out refused at first, saying she’d save me no matter what with complete confidence, saying things that a knight must protect her Lord at all times and all of that...
Even though hearing that made my heart doki-doki, that also made my brain go worry-worry...
Well, I did eventually manage to convince her to promise... although reluctantly.
I just hope she actually kept that promise and didn’t go on some pointless suicide mission.
But wait... she’s a summon. I’m wondering, did she get unsummoned when I died?
"..."
That thought just makes me worry even more.
Not to mention there’s the matter with the condition of the trio too... I hope Juno and the others would be able to treat Kaito, Yui and Haru just in time, by making Vincent talk...
I never wanted to say this but... good thing that bastard is still alive.
That being said, I don’t know what happened to everyone.
And that is enough to make me worry a bit about the conclusion...
Sighhhh...
Being an overthinker really sucks sometimes huh.
That being said, I can’t do anything about it anymore. I can just hope for the best.
"..."
As time passed by... however much time actually means in this place - I found myself just thinking to myself, mostly reflecting all the shit this past month.
I mean, it’s hands down the craziest month of my entire life.
All that insane stuff I thought only happened in anime and manga became my actual reality. Meeting my first real waifu. All our moments together.
Her serious face and that unshakeable composure. The way she’d show just a hint of emotion during her more vulnerable moments. How she’d look like a curious kid whenever she tried new food or drinks.
And that genuine first smile she gave me when she handed me Dawnbreaker... That look that made me fall for her completely.
Thinking about all of that in this silence, I can’t help but feel happy but also an immense regret.
... Maybe I should’ve been more forward instead of always waiting for the "right moment."
I’m now regretting that I couldn’t even tell her how I felt before dying.
Heck, I couldn’t even kiss her properly.
And in the end, I died a virgin.
"..."
And that thought almost made me cry thinking about it.
I had an SSR-tier waifu summoning ability and I acted like some shy guy who couldn’t even touch a girl.
What an absolute idiot. Even I’m disappointed in myself.
Hell, any readers would probably be disappointed and frustrated too, if I’m actually in some sort of novel that is...
And thinking about that also reminded me of that day when I asked if I could touch her boobs.
Man...
I SHOULD’VE JUST GONE FOR IT! SHIIITTT!
"..."
SIGHHHH...
Now I’m here cursing myself with pure regret and rage, wanting to die all over again for being such a no-ball coward.
But with that being said after all that self-hatred, I made a promise to myself:
"If I ever get a second chance, I’ll be way more bold and decisive. I’ll be direct and honest about what I want. I’ll actually build that harem and cherish them while letting them shine. And I’ll definitely confess to Aurelia."
Yep, even in death, I guess I want to touch some boobies.
And then, right as that thought finished...
"... Darling~♡"
I faintly heard a voice. And it was incredibly seductive, a sweet voice was calling out to me.
Someone was calling me darling...?
Suddenly, I could feel my "body" again.
It’s faintly, like when your leg falls asleep and the sensation slowly comes back.
My eyes opened a tiny crack.
Everything was still blurry, like trying to see through frosted glass.
But I could make out a faint silhouette.
It’s a... beautiful woman.
And she was hands down the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen.
Even having seen Aurelia - who completely redefined my standards for beauty beyond any model or anime character - this black-haired girl was somehow even more stunning.
And that’s through vision so foggy I could barely make out any details.
I then heard this soft gasp from her, filled with surprise and a bit of excitement.
Then suddenly, this impossibly beautiful girl started touching my body with hands that felt like pure silk.
I could barely see or hear her properly, but one thing came through crystal clear - the overwhelming love radiating from every part of her touch and words.
I could barely make out or sense what she’s saying, but I can definitely feel the care and love through her tone...
And the intensity was mind-blowing. I didn’t even know her, but the way she spoke to me was so familiar, like someone who’d been talking to me for years.
"Ah! You’re waking up," she said with this apologetic tone that confused me. "I’m sorry, I can’t show myself to you fully right now..."
Then after a moment of silence, she said something that completely stunned me:
"I wanted to make love with you right now, but it looks like we won’t have enough time... you have no idea how long I’ve been watching you and waiting for this chance, my darling~♡"
The obsessive hunger in her voice made me think: obsessive stalker alert?
But her words didn’t make sense. I didn’t even know her. Was she confusing me with someone else?
But that doubt didn’t last long before she continued:
"Since I can’t take your first time from that chicken wing, let me claim another first instead, my darling Nero~♡"
She leaned closer, her perfect face moving toward mine.
Those red, gorgeous lips that I can barely make out of stood out in my vision and were pressed against my lips...
"Mhmm~♡"
Maybe because I couldn’t feel the rest of my body, every sensation was amplified. I could clearly feel her soft lips on mine, along with her muffled and sexy moans.
"..."
I was completely stunned. Some random beautiful yandere was head over heels for me, and now she was stealing my first kiss while I couldn’t even move?
But just when I thought things had finally settled down, things got even more intense.
Her tongue slipped into my mouth, and we were sharing saliva in a way that made my remaining consciousness spin.
Her tongue completely led mine into an entanglement that spoke more than lovers and definitely more of some sort of devoted one-way love ready to offer her body and soul to me at any given place and time...
At least that’s what I thought as her sexy and warm tongue dances against mine.
But this only made me frustrated.
Because... Damn it! I couldn’t even reciprocate her back properly!
"Mhmm~♡ Nhnnn~♡ Hnnnnn~!♡"
And as if she could sense my frustration, she got even more passionate, pressing her incredible body against mine in this one-sided display of love that completely overwhelmed me.
Her warm tongue, hot breath and slimy fluid completely mixed with mine, and I could definitely tell this is above the french kiss level at this point.
It’s like she wants our mouths and tongue to melt and mix one another.
Her kisses and tongue dances were so hot, that her saliva filled every corner of my mouth as if marking each crevice of my mouth as her territory...
From my teeth, to the under of my tongue, and even the back of my palate... Nothing was spared.
The way she kisses was so lewd and overwhelming that even I who had a PhD in these kinds of things was astounded at the same time felt somehow ashamed and embarrassed by how hot these kinds of kisses could be...
And holy crap did it turn me on.
"..."
By the time the kiss finally ended, my lips were completely covered in her sticky saliva. I could feel her warm breath on my face as my consciousness started fading again due to the intensity we were going.
But a completely different question appeared in my mind as I felt a different sensation on my body...
Is it just me, or is my lower body wet with some sort of hot fluid...?
Wait! Is that...!
As if confirming my thoughts she then said,
"Sorry, I got a little bit excited there and now my undies is completely wet, darling~♡ I really wish we could fuck right now... I would make sure to make you feel good, that not even that amateur chicken wing could make you feel."
... Well, miss, I’m also completely turned on after experiencing all that, you know?
In fact the frustration was killing me - I couldn’t even see her face clearly or learn her name. And I couldn’t return the obsessive love of this girl who talked to me like she’d known me forever.
But as if sensing my emotions once more, she laughed seductively,
"Don’t worry - we’ll see each other again, darling~♡ And next time, maybe you could devour me too..."
She licked her lips in a way that made my soul burn with even more desire, and then she added,
"That was delicious. Thanks for the meal, darling~♡"
With a girl that is this dedicated and addicted to me. She MUST be a keeper.
And spouting out such bold and seductive words...
"..."
It’s a shame I couldn’t even learn the name or see the face clearly of this obsessive stalker of mine...
But at this point, I immediately swore to myself that I’ll find her no matter what.
Well... that was my last thought before everything went black once more.
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The Antagonist watched as Nero’s consciousness returned to his physical body, a satisfied smile on her perfectly luscious red lips.
She touched her mouth gently, savoring the lingering taste of her darling.
Her red eyes glittered with triumph as she smirked in Aurelia’s direction.
"I may not be able to get his virginity, but finally I got his first kiss this time, chicken wing."
Those taunting words hung in the air as pure darkness began wrapping around her like a cocoon.
As she prepared to disappear from this empty dimensional space, her final words drifted across the chaotic battlefield where Aurelia stood amid the rumbling, glitching world:
"I won this time."
The cocoon sealed completely, and the Antagonist vanished without a trace, leaving only the echo of her victorious provocative chuckle.
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